Looking at all the photos of us together over the 1 and so years we’ve been together.
I realised something, our relationship, i took it for granted, so badly. I never knew what we really had, and now at this point of our lives, i look back thinking “DAMN, I really fucked up didn’t I hun”.
Look at how I am, now, so different from who I was before,
from the personality I used to keep from the heart I used to have.
Look at you, baby u haven’t changed one bit and it shows.
It’s time I go back to who I really was, Who I should have always been. For us, for me.
But I can’t lie to myself and say I haven’t changed because I have.
So in the end, im going to be the me who I should have always stayed, but with all the lesson’s i’ve learnt since we began to when we parted, but not we’re together again and it’s time I did this right.
Jack, I think I understand what you were trying to tell me all that time now. That I have to stay true to who I am while still being able to grow up. New Me & Old Me together.
Seewah, I’m sorry for everything.
From now on, I’ll do this right. I’ll do this the way it should have been all along.
The first photo we ever took together, I remember the first thing I thought when I first met you was: “I like her smile, its so honest and genuine”
Remember that time I asked you to come to the dessert club soiree that I was organising? ^^ When I saw you that day, I remember I dragged mini into the smokers lounge and I was like “OMG SHES HERE AND SHE’S WEARING MAKE UP”
and she said “HER?, I wouldn’t mind her being your girlfriend *hint hint*”
haha XD
Our first date, the day I asked you to be mine, and our first kiss.
I remember when Gianpaolo got on the mic and was like
“IAN, IS THIS YOUR GIRLFRIEND, YES…. OR NO?”
and then we ran off in awkwardness haha
I remember this night sooooo well haha
you jus got back from you family trip and when I saw you i was like WOW SHE GOT BROWN haha, thanks to kai for being there to take photos for us,
later on those friends of your sisters did that awkward thing where they tried to grab my fluffy :( it died that night … RIP FLUFFY.
this was like, our 2nd real date over the first like… 2 months of our relationship haha, and i tried real hard to make kai not feel like the 3rd wheel haha
we still had great fun that night didn’t we ? haha
Soon after uni started i remember deciding to shave my hair for cancer, and i remember you told me how proud of me you were^^
and when you sneakily waddled like a penguin next to me so regina could take this photo, haha was kinda cute lol
you donated like….. $5? hahaha
well atleast you did :) with your support i managed to raise about $400 dollars,
cheers to my aunty and Ben Koh for donating like $100 each! hahaha
…although i forgot to donate Arnold and Helens $40 >_>
We’re one hell of a couple hahaha thats all i gotta say, except that im never doing this again lol I PROMISE.
going back to where i met you, all over again, brought back memories, to tell the truth, i didnt dance with you n your friends cuz i had too much fun laughing at all the goofy moves you guys pulled off haha, not that i was too tired or anything, just having too much fun by myself hehe, that and the smile on your face was jus to precious, jus admired it from where i was sitting the whole night :)
We really owe it to sally for everything we had hun, we should do something for her. its the least we can do.
I kinda wish I was still in the Dessert Club so I could help you out and spend more time with you babe, it really was fun working with you, painting those card soldiers took so long, but we had it down :) Team Wonton +1
And the following night everything paid off and we took one of the few photos we ever had together.
to be honest. i like this one the best :D
dont you?
was so happy you were joining the Dessert Club, felt like I could leave knowing it was in good hands, your hands. I wasn’t wrong :) this year is better than ever ^^ thanks for working so hard, makes my heart melt ^^
And you know what, that was the last photo we ever took together,
kinda sad don’t you think?
after a year we only took so few, but, the few we took, really were memories to remember, the kind i’ll never forget.
It’s not over yet babe, there’s still more to come,
Days to fly past and Years to count, and photo’s to take.
Don’t give up on me yet Sarah, look at all the good times we’ve had, sure just a little doubt doesnt mean all that has gone to waste right?
I’m going to build on it, Be who i was always supposed to be, the Ian you fell in Love with, the Ian meant for us but this time wiser and I SWEAR NO MORE EMO, …. unless im tired…. even u get like that when youre tired cut me some slack T____T haha XD
when we got back together you said you wanted to support me, and it hasnt been long since hun, it takes time but im, doing everything, you dont have to give me anything in return, not your time, not no gifts or dates or anything.
All I ask is that you remember what we’ve got going here, what we had and what we can have. You were made for me Sarah Wong, and im the philosopher of love, i dont say these things for nothing you know ^^
Love,
Ian Wonton Seaton (LOL jk)
